Mild zephyrs waft thee to life's farthest shore,
Nor think of me and my distresses more!
Falsehood accurst! No! Still I beg a place,
Still near thy heart some little, little trace!
For that dear trace the world I would resign:
O, let me live, and die, and think it mine!
By all I lov'd, neglected, and forgot,
No friendly face e'er lights my squalid cot.
Shunn'd, hated, wrong'd, unpitied, unredrest
The mock'd quotation of the scorner's jest;
Ev'n the poor support of my wretched life,
Snatched by the violence of legal strife;
Oft grateful for my very daily bread.
To those my family's once large bounty fed;
A welcome inmate at their homely fare,
My grief, my woes, my sighs, my tears they share:
Their vulgar souls unlike the souls refined,
The fashion'd marble of the polish'd mind.
' I burn, I burn, as when thro' ripen'd corn
By driving winds the crackling flames are borne.'
Now, maddening-wild, I curse that fatal night,
Now bless the hour that charm'd my guilty sight.
In vain Religion meets my shrinking eye:
I dare not combat, but I turn and fly.
Conscience in vain upbraids th' unhallow'd fire.
Love grasps his scorpions - stifled they expire.
Reason drops headlong from his sacred throne.
Your dear idea reigns, and reigns alone;
Each thought intoxicated homage yields,
And riots wanton in forbidden fields.
By all on high adoring mortals know;
By all the conscious villain fears below;
By what, alas! much more my soul alarms -
My doubtful hopes once more to fill thy arms -
Ev'n shouldst thou, false, forswear the guilty tie,
Thine and thine only I must live and die!
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Mild zephyrs waft you to life's farthest shore,
Nor think of me and my distresses more!
Falsehood accursed! No! Still I beg a place,
Still near your heart some little, little trace!
For that dear trace the world I would resign:
O, let me live, and die, and think it mine!
By all I loved, neglected, and forgot,
No friendly face ever lights my squalid cot.
Shunned, hated, wronged, unpitied, unredressed
The mocked quotation of the scorner's jest;
Even the poor support of my wretched life,
Snatched by the violence of legal strife;
Often grateful for my very daily bread.
To those my family's once large bounty fed;
A welcome inmate at their homely fare,
My grief, my woes, my sighs, my tears they share:
Their vulgar souls unlike the souls refined,
The fashioned marble of the polished mind.
' I burn, I burn, as when through ripened corn
By driving winds the crackling flames are borne.'
Now, maddening-wild, I curse that fatal night,
Now bless the hour that charmed my guilty sight.
In vain Religion meets my shrinking eye:
I dare not combat, but I turn and fly.
Conscience in vain upbraids the unhallowed fire.
Love grasps his scorpions - stifled they expire.
Reason drops headlong from his sacred throne.
Your dear idea reigns, and reigns alone;
Each thought intoxicated homage yields,
And riots wanton in forbidden fields.
By all on high adoring mortals know;
By all the conscious villain fears below;
By what, alas! much more my soul alarms -
My doubtful hopes once more to fill your arms -
Even should you, false, forswear the guilty tie,
Yours and yours only I must live and die!
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